Not sure how to respond to that with out sounding like a pity party lol. But yeah we just cant make that happen.
I appreciate your concern and I agree. Most "poor" people that cant afford the basics are people made of poor life decisions. And yes a bad pack can screw you up. I think I'm going to have to approach hunting in a different way this year. Keep everything light and get fit.
Being fit will pay the biggest dividends.
If you have a bicycle, do some long rides to build up endurance and burn fat.
Whether cycling, walking, hiking or running, get your heart rate elevated and keep it up there (make sure to know your target and max HR) for long periods of time. Do variations from target to max so your body can respond. Wear a monitor so you know your actual HR.
Strengthen your core and your legs including the forgotten calves.
I no longer live out west and currently live 14' above sea level. Just the thought of hiking at 8k makes my legs and lungs hurt. Given the chance, I'd be on it like flies on shit.
I understand the finance issue. I'm retired and on disability so I've learned to either do without or cut back to get the things I want.
As long as the bills are paid and something goes into savings, I decide where the rest of the money goes.
My ex-wife spent every time I made, and then some.
When we divorced, she had me 20k in debt with Credit cards.
She's gone and so are the CCs.
Rebecca and I have two debts. The house and the boat. I can rid myself of the boat debt overnight and put the payment and positive balance in savings.
I hope you kill a monster bull this year and every year after that.
Get in shape and stay there, it's much easier than burning off winter fat stores.