Re: How do you stay Motivated and Focused?
My second chance keeps me going.
Hope this is not a too long story...
I have never been much of a fitness person, but things took a new direction just over seven months ago. Me and my two colleagues were working in Sweden (I´m finnish) at the time and we were driving from work in a small Mercedes van towards our accommodation near our job site. I was sitting next the passenger side door. 17 year old kid with narcotics in his blood comes from the opposite direction driving like a mad man. He lost the control of his Volvo estate and crashed right into us. Both of my mates died before the medics arrived. The medics cut open the van so they could get me out of that pile of scrap. I was rushed into the hospital and intensive care unit. I had broke my spine, my right knee, left wrist and my pelvis was shattered. Also my spleen was torn and it was bleeding quite heavy. My pancreas and left lung suffered some damage too. They could not operate the spleen because my pelvis was collapsed over it and the pelvis operation would be also too risky because i was bleeding quite badly internally. So they pumped bags of fresh blood in me and after four days in intensive care the spleen stopped bleeding and my condition was stabile enough for a medic flight back to Finland. After three quite painful operations I started to think I have to get better and make it fast. I can´t get my buddies back but I´m only 30 years old and I have so much to do in my life!
So I had the right mindset, I just needed to wait until doctors gave me the green light to start walking and getting in shape. Even one of my
thoracic vertebra was broken and collapsed (TH 12) I was not paralyzed. Weeks went by and I got off the bed. Then I got off the wheelchair and started using crutches. My friends drove me to my local shooting range many times and helped me behind my Tikka T3 that i had ordered just before the accident. Shooting was pretty hard with my spine support brace on and I could shoot only from the bench but I was loving it!
The cool thing was that I "learned to walk again" without the crutches in the range.
Weeks went by and my doctor gave me the permit to start going to the gym. I recovered enough to even go hunting in september. I was walking slowly and got tired very fast but again I was doing what I love to do.
Not a day goes by that I´m not in the gym or on my exercise bike. Not because I have to, but because I can and I have a second chance to have a better and healthier life. So I´m taking it!
http://kovaluu.kuvat.fi/kuvat/kolari/lantio.jpg
My pelvis as it is today. My johnson is not made out of steel, it´s a shield for the x-ray.
http://kovaluu.kuvat.fi/kuvat/kolari/polvisivu.jpg
Right knee.
http://kovaluu.kuvat.fi/kuvat/kolari/rankasivu.jpg
Spine. Can you spot the collapsed part?
http://kovaluu.kuvat.fi/kuvat/kolari/ranne.jpg
Left wrist
So there you go... My little story and motivation.