Man, just on the off chance that you're actually real, I'm going to give you some advice:
1. Everything you just said is fucking stupid and it doesn't matter. Nobody cares. Please for the love of God, never repeat them.
2. I've seen guys get their green beret that were 150lbs and 5'4" tall. It's got less to do with physical ability than it does grit and determination. If you aren't the kind of person who refuses to quit, no matter what, when everything is stacked against you, and your odds of success are next to zero, then this isn't the path for you. I've seen division 1 college athletes, former NFL football players, and Olympic medalists quit in either selection or the Q, because you are not mentally or physically prepared for what is coming. You cant even imagine how deep you have to dig. If you aren't willing to die for it, you won't make it.
3. You absolutely have to be a likable person. If you're a dipshit, can't follow directions, can't pull your own weight in a team event, can't smile at someone you absolutely fucking loathe and work hand in hand with them, then you won't make it. It's not an individual sport, and just being unlikable will kill it.
4. If you're as undeservingly arrogant as you seem in these messages, you might as well join the coast guard. You have to be genuinely humble. I don't mean that you exude humility, I mean that you are insanely humble, coachable, teachable, willing to follow people enthusiastically that you're certain are less qualified than you are, then you won't make it.
5. I'm going to reiterate commitment. The pipeline from basic to ait, to airborne, all of the x-ray specific training, to selection, the Q, and on and on, with likely recycles and repeats and delays you can't imagine, you're looking at 3-4 years on a single path. If you dont want it more than you want oxygen, then it isn't for you. One single moment of weakness or doubt and you can pull the cord and walk away at any time you want, and it was all for nothing, then it's not for you.