Hey GunsNJeeps, some good advice here, but it's all been centered around the shooting sport. My question is more around your true well being. Is this the only thing you've lost motivation for, or is it a general feeling beyond shooting? I agree that MD's get burned out very quickly because you can never please everyone and it grinds on you. BUT, if this goes beyond shooting, then you might want to seek help beyond this forum. With this pandemic and everything else going on in this World, it's easy to lose motivation for anything and everything. If it's just the shooting sport you're not motivated on, then I'd say step away for a while, or, just go have some fun practicing. Trust me, when I have to reload 200 - 300 rounds, it's not my favorite thing either. And when I'm loading all my stuff into the truck to get to the range or a match, it feels like it felt when I played golf and was so tired of the process of getting ready to play...Load clubs, unload clubs, load onto cart, put on shoes, go practice 30 minutes before the game, waiting on others, etc... It was the PROCESS of getting ready and thinking I should play the same every game that really drove me away from golf, not the game itself. I was down to a 7 handicap. But guess what? Every time I played I expected to shoot a 79 or lower...I didn't and it really made me mad...I was mad, at a game I should have been enjoying! The day I stopped keeping score was the best day of my golfing life! I literally don't care how I play golf now and I enjoy the game more than ever, even though I only play about three time a year after I found the shooting sport (started in 3-Gun and now I don't even shoot that, just PRS and 22LR matches).
Sometimes I feel the same about shooting. Getting ready for a PRS match, reloading, updating my loads and then the DOPE, making sure the Kestrel is calibrated properly, etc... I also started thinking that I could keep up with these young guys winning the matches. I can't. I'm not young anymore and so now, like golf, I just ENJOY the sport. If I shoot well (for me), I'm happy. If I shoot poorly, I'm happy. I'm not going to be a regional or national champion and I know that, so I just enjoy the sport now. So, in the end 1) Is this feeling just around shooting?; 2) Is it really still a passion for you (motivation and passion are different)? 3) What can you do over the next three months to use to step away and see whether you really want to come back to shooting?
Sorry for the rant here, and hope you find your passion again, because the motivation will follow that passion.