I grew up around Jebbie Corliss in Santa Fe during my high school years. He was a couple years younger than me but lived with my best friend(Jeb's Cousin). Jeb was a psychotic mother fucker as a teen.
He didnt go to school like the rest of us and spent a significant amount of time in a black trenchcoat with slayer or megadeth jamming on his walkman. He was a cutter before cutting was cool. Trench coat before columbine. Very troubled dude but it appears he has found a way to deal with his reality. He turned out much better than I imagined.
In a video documentary called "Fearless: The Jeb Corliss Story" he mentions that between the aged of 7 and 19 he was so isolated and tormented by his peers, like you, he was overtly suicidal and took up base jumping because he would either die, which he was OK with, or do something never done before by his peers. So I guess he has your bullying to thank for his current reputation of having the biggest balls in the US.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNvTtnbDxbI
And BTW rwest, how many TV interviews and documentaries have been made about you?