Right now I’m just trying to find a consistent form. If I can pull up and let it go, I’m fine. My problem is that I am a bench shooter, so my brain is telling me that I need to be within a 1/4” of dead center before I can think of firing. I’m a natural shooter when hunting with a rifle . Put it on the neck or behind the shoulder and dead deer. It’s the whole target thing that is screwing me up. After about 2 months, the fact that it’s a trigger makes me want to be perfect.
You'll get to the point where it is just as comfortable oh, it's just going to take time.
What you're looking for is exactly why one of the training methods I use is blind bailing. Included as part of your regular shooting routine and you will quickly know when you are and are not on your form.
I would suggest getting on archerytalk and going and looking for the "how's my form threads" look for a user named Nuts and Bolts. You will find how he breaks down the different natural Buttes of building your form... it all starts with standing up straight and having the boat fit you. He's a great coach and we'll work with you one-on-one over the Internet / phone with video of your shooting. I don't remember how much he charges but I know he's very reasonable.
It sounds like to me from what you briefly described that you may be punching the trigger. Additionally, your bow may not be balanced very well for you.
Fit is pretty simple... Just work with somebody to get you set up right. Balance ... you're on your own. The only thing you can do is add varying amounts of weight in different places in different links on your stabilizer to find what works for you. It's a timely process so don't get discouraged when you start working on that.... again, nuts and bolts has a process for doing this which can help limit your time.
Punching the trigger? Pretty common with people that go from Rifle and Pistol shooting to archery. The reason is because most people weren't taught proper Trigger Discipline they want to shoot so I squeeze the trigger. Which initially sounds acceptable want to break down the mechanics... You can't just squeeze the trigger you have to slowly press the trigger and it goes off when it goes off... kind of a surprise release.
So my question is, are you physically using your index finger to squeeze the trigger or thumb whatever the case it is? If so that could be part of your problem. Assuming an index finger fire, make your finger look like a j... Bent 90deg in the middle knuckle. Adjust your release strap in length so that the trigger fits just inside the middle part of that "hook" finger. You'll use your back muscles that will pull your draw arm like a swinging door ... this will pull the trigger.
You don't want to fist holding your release... Top of your hand flat aligned straight with your forearm. Strong hand has relax, just enough tension to hold the release, forearm relaxed ... you want almost all the tension on your back, not shoulders bicep tricep etc.
The shape of your buow arm... Stand up straight and relax let your arms naturally hang up their sides ... that same natural shape the arm is free hanging is what you want when you rotate it 90 degrees. You don't force your bow arm straight you don't force your bow arm bent you want bone to bone contact. You want that natural alignment you don't want to muscle it.