Man what a rough time i know it is tough we had to put ours down a almost 2 years ago and it was the worst call i have ever gotten from my wife while i was at work. I just stopped in my tracks and didn't know what to do or say. It is tough, but once you can manage to get another dog jump on it and get back in the saddle and try to get something from a rescue or another service like that, save a dog any chance you get!